I LOVE him! I still love him and I cannot help myself. My tears can't stop flowing. Why do I need to feel this pain? Why?
Am I cursed? Am I? When I find something beautiful, something perfect, a beholding creation, things begin to fade in the dark. Why all the joy will eventually end up to melancholy? Why am I feeling this deep solitude? Why?
"I hardly know this beauty by my side. I will never forget the way you look tonight."
Is it because of this? Is it because my heart is longing for someone who can provide comfort to my weary soul?
"I have never had such a feeling...such a feeling of complete and utter love, as I do tonight."
Maybe. Maybe this is the reason.
Sometimes, I have thought that I should not have changed. I should remain as someone with an adamantine heart, someone who doesn't know what the feeling of love is, because everytime I love, my heart would always end up in deep solitude.
For me he is a perfect creation. Something divine. Something that my heart will surely miss. How I wished those nights did not end.
These will forever hold the love I have for him. Whatever reasons he had, I would understand. Love is a lot like that. All I could do is to smile despite the melancholic flow of my tears.
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