The City of Lights - by tigaer of gfxartist.comI’m tired.
After years of intervening and interfering with human affairs, I feel so exhausted. My cosmic energy had been sucked out, putting everything to ground state. Now I am confused. I am lost. Am I the same god who abandoned the ethereal realms?
I am the Soulmaker, the immortal, the god who knows the beauty of human emotions, the eventuality of human interaction -- the end of everything. I am not mortal but I know the mortal ways. I have been mortal to know the mortal ways. And I overstayed in this mortal land. Now, I am acting like them, living like them, denying my immortal soul.
Now that I have known the beauty of mortal life, my time here is up. It is the right moment for me to claim my immortality again. I will be leaving the mortal realm and go back to my inner world, to the castle in the farthest reach of Elysian field. It will be difficult to go back but I don’t have a choice. If I stay, I will be marred forever. I will be rotting like the dead mortal flesh. I will be insignificant against the infinite expanse of the universe. I have to go through the hardship, removing all humane side of me, purging out all the irrational constituents of my existence, which human called emotions, to claim the thrown I had abandoned long time ago.
After years of intervening and interfering with human affairs, I feel so exhausted. My cosmic energy had been sucked out, putting everything to ground state. Now I am confused. I am lost. Am I the same god who abandoned the ethereal realms?
I am the Soulmaker, the immortal, the god who knows the beauty of human emotions, the eventuality of human interaction -- the end of everything. I am not mortal but I know the mortal ways. I have been mortal to know the mortal ways. And I overstayed in this mortal land. Now, I am acting like them, living like them, denying my immortal soul.
Now that I have known the beauty of mortal life, my time here is up. It is the right moment for me to claim my immortality again. I will be leaving the mortal realm and go back to my inner world, to the castle in the farthest reach of Elysian field. It will be difficult to go back but I don’t have a choice. If I stay, I will be marred forever. I will be rotting like the dead mortal flesh. I will be insignificant against the infinite expanse of the universe. I have to go through the hardship, removing all humane side of me, purging out all the irrational constituents of my existence, which human called emotions, to claim the thrown I had abandoned long time ago.
Sanctuary - by: bumskee of gfxartist.com
My journey will start here, infront the gate of my dreamworld. Once I am inside, I will close the door and I will never ever open it to anyone. No mortal man can enter it again. No more side trips for they will waste my time. I have to confront what I need to confront. I have to face what I need to face. Only the Fates and the Kindly Ones know what I am supposed to do.
I don’t know what things I will be encountering in my journey, but there is one thing I am sure of, at the end of it, at the end of everything, I will have my immortal soul again. This time I shall journey not in the mortal land but in the immortal realms.
Now the door is closed.
Time is up! - by: Wallace of gfxartist.com
I don’t know what things I will be encountering in my journey, but there is one thing I am sure of, at the end of it, at the end of everything, I will have my immortal soul again. This time I shall journey not in the mortal land but in the immortal realms.
Now the door is closed.
Time is up! - by: Wallace of gfxartist.com
-- I wrote this entry when I deleted all my online accounts such as friendster, multiply, hi5, guys4men, etc... including my forums account. Time for me to back-off from cyberia. This is the only packet I am going to maintain. Life is terribly chaotic.
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