Am I Ready?

Sometimes it occurs to me the feeling or the wanting to have a little child of my own. I am thinking to have a daughter (a son is also okay, however I prefer to have a daughter). Just recently, I realized I lover playing around with little children, taking care of them, making them laugh and teaching them some very basic things in life like counting, matching certain colors or even just letting them point to an object and telling them the name of that object.

Upon thinking about having baby, I realized that it will be a gargantuan responsibility to have one. Then suddenly asking myself, am I ready?

For now, I guess I am not ready yet. I still have a lot of priorities to work on before I am going to add another responsibility on my shoulders. Maybe someday when I can already find both my career and finances stability. After-all I am still young. Maybe 10 years from now, I will be ready to have one daughter. By that time, I might be living somewhere else and I have already established the foundations of my stability.

Well... still the thought of having a little child (of your own) in your arms is an incredible and lovable moment. Just the mere thought of it...





...ice breaker... I really love this cartoon... hilarious :D


Lately, I am already determined to stop chasing love. I actually don't know why I love to chase love in my life. The ironic part of it is that I don't like beng hurt or being in emotional pain but I tend to do things (like chasing the people I love in my life) that are highly probable for me to be pained. Hmmmm... I can't even understand myself when it comes to my lovelife.

Anyway, I have decided to forget these guys in my life. But I cannot deny they always matter to me, that they will always be in heart, that they are always special to me... I will treasure my moments with them forever.


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